positivity

husband said ive been under the weather for quite sometimes. yeah this placenta thingy worries me. some say its okay if we go on csect...but of course i want a natural birth (u see w/o epi and all). now what worries me some say placenta will slowly go down because baby is getting bigger and heavier. well, all i can say, i berserah to Allah, and maybe what ever hppn next is the best for me.

dad has been asking me to stay at home and rest. the thing is i loveee shopping malls. haha, i cant stay at home till my edd kan? but maybe thats the best for me. i have to plan few things before my long break. probably looking for a new job. LOL. anyway i was told not to move around a lot.

baby is healthy. she loves to kick - well that's the sign she's healthy and active kan? seriously i cant wait to see my baby. this week im entering 32 weeks. cepat kan? i knowwwww!

oh did i mention that we are going to have babymoon soon? its more like a babymoon / family vacation thingy. the good thing about it -is dad is paying for everything and i have the whole family with us. cant wait. seriously cannot wait. tak jauh pon. pd je. hehe. but seriously i cannot wait. it has been a while. 

this "thing" made me realize that i should bersyukur more. we didnt have to wait that long to have a baby. alhamdulillah, Allah has given a lot nikmat for us and yet im still complaining. i have tried my best and now bertawakal to Allah is the only way. normal birth or not normal, i guess i am one of the luckiest people that has given the opportunity to get pregnant.